I could really use a stop watch...

But not like a regular stopwatch. I need a stopwatch that actually stops time.

They make those, right?

They should. It'd bet the next best thing since TiVo.

No, but really, I need more time. Not that I've been making the best use of every minute of mine but I have been busy, really busy, and I know it's going to continue straight through Christmas. Which is okay with me. Its honestly the homework that makes it stink, because everything else I can at least feel productive doing, but the homework really just doesn't sit well with me. But what has to happen has to happen I suppose. Thank god for best friends that put up with my complaining. :)

In other news, the concert last night was a..sucess? I suppose that's what you could call it. I wasn't thrilled but it was good enough. I think Meisters has more potential, personally. And leave it to my sister to know the song we mess up on which NO ONE else knew. Who was I kidding, thinking she wouldn't notice? Humph. But it wasn't terribly sucky. So at least we made it through. Besides, we'll get 'em at NYSSMA.

Now I've been procrastinating way too long and really need to get going on stuff. I'd post my to-Do (sorry sis, thanks for pointing it out. god forbid you let it slide) but it would take too long.

Also, I'm aware that I missed a few days. Get over it.

1) Potential Snow Days

2) Hot Chocolate

3) Chiara

4) Daddy's Christmas village

5) Electric Blankets

Oh, and did I mention I fail at Marine Biology? My fish died again. So I hear my town needs a librarian.

I Want To Get Out

I love the movie "The Polar Express". Its basically the only thing getting me through tonight.
That and the phone.
I just don't know what to do about this school year at all. Its so annoying to have teachers that you are genuinely sure don't like you. And then to be taking such tough classes on top of that. Its so frustrating to not feel connected to your teachers, something I've always managed. And now I have teachers who are just genuinely bratty. I know, along with all this, that I haven't been giving my all, but its so hard to motivate myself lately. Its not that I don't care, because I most certainly do, but I hate school this year. I hate the whole damn thing. And the worst of all is that its only December, and I know I have no way out of this for a long time.
And what's out of this. Summer? Oh yay, that'll be great. I'm just not looking forward to Summer this year. I just see a lot of things that could go pretty badly.
I want Junior Year. Thats what I want. I want classes I like with teachers I like, or at least that aren't the ones I have now, and a fresh start. Is that so much to ask? I mean, I used to be such a good student. Sure, my standards are high for myself and by normal standards I'm doing fine. None of my averages are below an 85.
But this year sucks. Something is definitely missing.
Thank God Christmas is coming.

Oh good, after that post this list of Grace will be easy. And in case you didn't get my suddleness, that was sarcasm. I'm not like devastated, its just I hate where I am in my schooling right now. I really do.

Anyway, I do still have reasons to be thankful.

1) Christmas is coming
2) I'm going on a trip in January (fingers crossed)
3) Tomorrow is wednesday, which is one day closer to the weekend.
4) I'm watching the Polar Express.
5) I have one teacher in the building who I actually feel genuinely comfortable with right now.

High School...

Me here, reporting as a weathered freshman. What a relief to not have to deal with the frist day of high school again in my life. I suppose it isn't as bad as claimed, but it isn't like a fun summer day.
Okay so period on is math with the strangest teacher I've ever had but he's cool and seems nice so at least i have an understanding math teacher. I'm in that class with Chi but its the only one and thats very very sad. Miss you Chi!! ♥
Anyway, I also have an overly perky english teacher and a science teacher that would remind those of you who have seen the movie Rain Man of Raymond. Like, alot. Its so funny. He acts soo nervous and talks fast and just like Dustin Hoffman in that movie. Then I have a chorus teacher that I'm not that sure about yet and an amazinf french and band teacher. So thats the run-down academically.

As for socially, school with a boyfriend is alittle different. But you know, I'm not complaining. I go early every morning to get like used to it and see my friends and stuff and that makes the day alittle easier cause i don't start out rushed, but by the end of the day I'm worn out. And yes I've had my first and possibly second major dramatic issue already, and thats got my spazzed. But I'm not going into that now. If your a nosy sister and really want to know about it (and that counts for either of you two) then just email me and I'll spill. As for now, I'll be going to bed soon, so I'll write more later. Maybe even tomorrow! Two postss in two days, imagaine that!