Friday, December 28, 2007

So how was it?

Christmas came fast...but it left even faster. Oh, so said the things we go through. Anyway, how was everybody's Christmas? If you didn't know, I got a Wii. Its sooo totally amazing. I love it, and I love Mario Galaxy and Sims Castaway and Wii play and obviously Wii sports. Oh, and I got a scrapbooking tote and Kyle XY (thats thing 1 and thing 2....i mean sisters.)And a sweater that I love and gloves and an amazing scarf and I got an Idog and this hilarious stationary set that is all about women and keeping each other posted. Also, my aunt is going to teach me to knit, and I got an Idog.

Life's Good. And not because of the presents. I got to spend so much time with my family, and my mom was home from work which means alot, and it was amazing.

How was yours?

Sunday, December 23, 2007

My Musical Prodigy of a Friend

I'm just blown away, so I thought I'd share.
Remember Tom? That kid I talked about? Yeah, well, he plays piano. Not that just saying "he plays piano" does it justice. He breaths piano, and he's absolutly wonderful. Theres music, and then theres just....woahhhh music. Like this.



Yup. I swear thats him. And the best part? He wrote it. He wrote it!!!
Oh my god. Isn't it insane?!

Being excited only counts when actions back it

First off, I'd like to close my last post with a "WE HAVE A GORGEOUS TREE AND IT FEELS LIKE CHRISTMAS". I feel like I went through a treatment center or something, but we decorated the tree and listened to christmas music for like twenty hours straight and now, finally, I can feel the long awaited Christmas feeling in the air all around me.
Now, I have alot to talk about with teh church school pageant next year, but lets just sum it up with an "I voleenteered to be in charge next year and I plan on making it big". I would go all into the deatails I'm working out in my head only so far, but we're going to see National Treasure now and times a wasting. I can't wait to see this movie, like you have no idea.

Next In Line: Sweeney Tod

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Popcorn, anyone?

I'm so excited. NO, really. I'm incredibly excited. But it just doesn't feel like Christmas yet! Maybe its the lack of decorations in my house, or the lack of snowfall in the last week. But it just doesn't feel like christmas yet. And that bothers me. So today, my mission is to decorate until I have Christmas in my blood. Until there is not a hair on my head that isn't in the christmas spirit. I am determined to make it feel like Christmas before Christmas morning. One morning a year of feeling like Christmas just isn't enough.

So, any one have any ideas?

Friday, December 21, 2007

Three Days

Only three days until Christmas! I'm so excited. Its going to be amazing, i just feel it. And its weird cause I can't even place my finger on something i really want. So this year i guess its not all about what i want, or get. I'm more excited about the snow, and going to see my family, and having Christmas break and hanging out with my friends. I did all my homework last night, and cleaned my room, so for the rest of the break I have not a worry in the world.

You know, except decorating the tree and cleaning up the living room and everything else involved in the holidays. But hey...isn't that what Christmas is all about?

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Here we come a caroling

I just spent the afternoon standing in the Shopright Exit. You know those money peddlers outside? I got to be on the other end of the rolling eyes. We sang carols and repeated carols, all five of us. I love meisters..<3. It was amazing!

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Amazing, Amazing, Amazing.

I'm totally thrilled tonight. Why, you might ask. Honestly, I'm not really sure. We had the band concert tonight, with my surprise guests of Colleen and Taylor along with Aunt Carolyn and my parents. More importantly, we didn't totally blow it. Which was like a 98% chance. We weren't great, but we didn't blow it. Anyway, I also got to reconnect with a really close friend who moved away four years ago. It was awesome to talk to him again, and really just put me in an awesome mood. NO, for those pesky sisters i DON'T like him like him. But he was one of my best friends ever and i really missed him, so its nice to be talking again.

Oh, and I made a new friend. His name's Tom, and we get along really well. So I've had a pretty good week....minus the whole newfound single status thing. But I'm pretty sure the worst of that whole break-up syndrome is farr behind me, and sometimes new pages are nice. Really nice.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Real Friends Are highly overated

Who needs real friends? I have her:



She doesn't fight, get upset, and she has all cool new stuff and can get more for free whenever she wants! No school, no work, no cleaning....isn't cyber world the life?

Friday, December 14, 2007

Ooooooooooooooooooooooooo man

Yeah. Oh man. I don't even know how i screwed up. I just did. Or maybe I didn't. Who even knows?

More importantly, i don't konw why its got me so confused. I HATE HIGH SCHOOL. Okay, not really, just some of the people in it. Not directed at anymore imparticular, just so everyone knows.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

You Are The New Day

This whole idea of my first high school concert being tonight has really got me thinking. Okay, so yeah, i guess i could say that High school is finally hitting me. It has been, gradually, i suppose, but really everything comes in waves. Its much nicer that way. And i realized, this is it. This is my life, now or never. I don't have a nice teacher to pick me back on and pat me on the back and wisper motivation in my ear. I have what I make out of my life. I have my friends, I have my family, I have my grades and I have my passions. I can't just say "I'll work on that" or "Maybe next time" anymore. I have to start living my life, and in the long run, make the most out of it for me. Not anyone else, cause they have their lives to live too, but this is my life with my priorities. Me, myself and I. I don't care what other people do and whether or not its the same as me. I have to start living my life, or their won't be much of a life to live.

Big thoughts for one little concert, huh? Yuppp...i guess singing can get my mind wandering.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

wow i haven't posted in a really long time.

Sorry about that. I'm working on it! I guess I broke the rules though.....oh well. I'll get back into it. Its an excuse not to do homework so I'm cool with it.
Not many comments anymore though. Pooh. I was liking that. I actually don't have much homework tonight, but Marc-Anthony is coming later and there is a much-watch Bones on my TiVo that I need need need need need need need need need need need need to watch. K. heart's and hugs.

Friday, November 23, 2007

Wonderful day

Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful. Me and Sandra spent the day in the city, at the Met and Cloisters and shopping and laughing and...well....more laughing. Though i really don't know why those two people looked down at us and commented. Totally unnessicary those pasteries were difficult to eat! I'd like to see them eat one in their designer suade jackets. hah. hah hah.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Haappy Turkey Day

I had an amazing dinner, amazing company and I'm going to watch a movie. Love you all, I'm tired, bye! <3

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Again, sorry

I know, I know. Its crazy here though! Anyway, tomorrow is THANKSGIVING. I'm so excaited. My sister is comming with family in tow, along with my grandparents. Good food (I'm making Pecan Pie) and my sister is sleeping over so we can venture into the city the next day. Can Not Wait!!!!

Happy Turkey Day Everybody!

Monday, November 19, 2007

Sorry Elusive followers

Yeah, it just got so busy. But I'd like to comment on my best friend. Chiara, she's amazing. Look what she left me on IM while I was gone.

since i dont want to practice
I'm going to write you a little story

once upon a time, there was a magical blue dragon named Jessica. She was best friends with another magical green dragon named Chiara. They lived in Chicago. Well, these magical dragons were still pretty young. Teenagers, in fact. So they still had to go to MD High School (MD stands for magical dragon) So one November day, the two dragons came home from school. It had been snowing all morning
but it had all melted by late afternoon
they were hoping they would get to go home early, but the roads were not covered in snow. As soon as Chiara got home, she called up Jessica on their magic crystal transmitors. "The snow was soo pretty" said Chiara. "I wish it hadn't all melted"
"I know!" said Jessica. "I heard we were supposed to get freezing rain tonight, though."
"Really??" asked Chiara excitedly. "Maybe we'll have a two hour delay or something"
"Yeah," Jessica said "but probably not"
"Yeah, you're right. I have three tests tomorrow anyway. Wouldn't wanna miss those" Chiara said glumly. "Well, i have to go. I'll ask my dad what the weather's gonna be like. I hope he doesn't breathe fire on me. I'll ttyl!"
said Jessica
"oh, ok. Bye!" said Chiara. So she went off to practice her magic and tried not to burn a hole in the upholstrey. She was trying to master her fire-breathing skills for the test tomorrow. Her other two tests were in History of Dragons and Dragon Rider Literature
The evening wore on and soon it was 9:15. Exhausted from a day of studying, Chiara decided to turn in for the night. Seeing as it hadn't started raining yet, she didn't think to check the school crystal
But just as she was polishing her scales and turning out the light, her crystal started glowing blue, a sign that Jessica was calling
"Chiara! Chiara! Did you check the school crystal????" Jessica asked impatiently. "Uh, no" said Chiara. "It's not even raining out"
"Soo???? They're expecting heavy rain and temperatures below 25 degrees. THEY ALREADY CANCELLED SCHOOL FOR TOMORROW!"
"NO WAY!" Chiara roared. "Yes way! Now come over right now. You're staying here tonight" said Jessica
"Ok, ok! I'll be right over"
So with consent from her mother, Chiara packed her giant toothbrush and bottle of scale polish and flew over to Jessica's house. Literally The whole night, they sat cozily on the floor, watching old movies and eating tree stalks. And when they finally fell asleep at 3 AM, it had begun to snow gently outside, covering the solid layer of crystal ice covering the roads.

Saturday, November 17, 2007

I love my cozy house

I love this house on a cold kinda day. A nice, gentle music playing lightly in the backround and the floorboards making that comforting cloofy (yeah, cloofy.) Anyway, I love it. I love my family being home. Speaking of which, I am watching Serendipity and have to go curl into my warm couch and relax on this wonderful saturday night.

Friday, November 16, 2007

So I've offically been tagged.

To take care of this....seeing as I've been tagged by E Flo.....

Rules:
1. Link to the person that tagged you and post the rules on your blog.
2. Share 7 random and or weird things about yourself.
3. Tag 7 random people at the end of your post and include links to their blogs.
4. Let each person know that they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.


1. I need to have the exact same pillows in the exact same place everynight that i sleep in my room (and only when i sleep in my room) or I can't sleep all night no matter what I do.

2. I will freak out if I am forced to touch a cottonball because I can't stand them.

3. My food can't touch, or I won't eat it. Sometimes I'm forced to use three plates just to keep the food from touching.

4. If I light a match I scream and blow it out before I can do anything with it, its a reflex.

5. I won't tell anybody if I hurt myself, because I hate sympathy.

6. I hate sports because I hate compition.

And Finally:

7. If I see something that looks lonely (like a bottlecap on the ground, or a broken pencil) I have to pick it up and give it a name and a place to live or I'll feel so guilty I can't sleep.

Now, I'm tagging:

http://addhumorandfaith.wordpress.com/

http://sanctimony.net/

http://girlrobot.net/index.php/2007/11/16/friday-links-27/#comment-11782

http://violasaint.blogspot.com/2007/11/bang-head-against-wall.html

and i tagged three other but forget to capy there links sorry guys! If you want, you can leave your links in a comment.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Help me!

I'm bored. I love blogging, but I'm bored! Theres no network, I have five blogs in my link list for goodness sakes! I need to have a network, more comments flowing in and more posts to read since only my sister posts liek every day. Other then that I'm not so lucky. Help me! What do I do?

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Slightly delayed

I know now that I will be watched for spelling by a certain sister of mine....anyway....I would be playing guitar hero but i don't think I can now...stupid Kerianne the baby-sitter. So now I'm stuck home with nothing to do but maybe clean. I have to practice too, i guess, but it would be much more fun if I could just play guitar hero three. Did I mention I want a wii for christmas? I think i do anyway.....but I'm not sure. Either way I realllyyyyy want guitar hero but it doesn't come for game-cube......stupid outdated technology. So now that I've told you all what is stupid in this world....I'm off to do my stupid homework and practice for my stupid playing test without my stupid best friend and her stupid guitar hero three game. Yup yup. I'm in a wonderful mood.

Monday, November 12, 2007

Thanks for the comments guys.

Really. This overload of comments is appreciated. I love how everybody reads my new blog....liked my pictures......

Did you detect the sarcasm? It was suddle, but it was there.

Anyway, I should really be doing my homework. One report left, and thanks to Sandra it should be a little easier. Anyway, I have to get working cause Marc-Anthony is coming over later and I have some stuff to do. Talk to you all later, if I'm even talking to anyone....

Saturday, November 10, 2007

The First Snowfall

Last night I went to bed to a light flurry, firgureing it could be liek a month and a half before I saw snow again. Also, I planned on sleeping late and waking up and doing homework. But when I woke up around eight o'clock and looked outside i saw almost two inches of snow on the ground and I was instantly awake, camera in hand (but somehow forgetting my jacket and shoes) and taking pictures because I knew (and dad felt the need to remind me anyway) that it wouldn't last. So here I am as the snow melts with at least a few pictures to hold me over until our (cross your fingers) white christmas.

Friday, November 9, 2007

The Snow (second post tonight, I'm on a roll!)

It's snowing! Oh my gosh I'm so happy! The first snow, and its only November 9th! I'm soo excited! Oh my gosh! Oh my gosh! Its actual snow from the actual sky in the actual cold! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Isn't It WONDERFUL!?

I love this blog. Its so cool. Of course, I can't take credit for it. Obviously Marc-Anthony did it, not me, but still the blog IS very me. I love it. Make sure your volume is up, and you'll hear a song called Our Song by Taylor Swift. She amazes me, ya know. Taylor Swift is a seventeen and she is winnign CMA's. I would love to be her, but of course, it takes alot. I love singing and I would do what she's doing in a heartbeat. But...my voice isn't really good enough, and quite honestly I don't have the connections. Anyway, she has a nice voice on CD. I admit that its not as spectacular when she's on stage live. I might try to email her, see what happens, cause she's still down to Earth enough to talk to people. I was reading her blog, and she reminds me of Chi cause she's so sweet and happy and caring. I was shocked, actually, cause i've seen posts like her's on Chi's blog almost word for word. Anyway...I love this blog. So keep checking back, I'll be posting all weekend! Happy start to the three day weekend to all my freshman friends!!

Thursday, November 1, 2007

My fifty-ith post!

Nobody reads my blog anymore cause I never post. I feel bad. I miss my blogger friends.
Its late. i have to do my science lab. But whatever. I'll do that later...

Friday, October 26, 2007

Ba Da Dumm

My sisters don't answer. I've been trying to find out when the next crop is. PLEASE. IF EITHER OF MY SISTER'S ARE ALIVE JUST LET ME KNOW?!?! THanks.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

From Chiara's house

Okay, hey everybody. Yes I'm aware i don't blog much. Anyway, I'm at chiara's house and i can not type on this computer. So don't mind the mistakes. Yeah we went Ice skating last night and I went from never doing it before (okay doing it once with my cough cough nice sister cough cough who found it funny to help me fall) to skating on my own around the rink as fast as everybody else no hands no wall. I was very proud, because I am not the most accomplished athlete and I was determined enough to do that. When's the next crop guys? Just wondering. Anyway I should probably get going i"ll blog more when I get home i just thought it would be fun to blog from my best friends room.

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Halloween

Okay, first off, hi everybody. Haven't talked in a while, sorry! I'll try to get better at that. Anyway, I want to go off on a little tangent about Halloween. I think Halloween used to be a fun time for everyone to go out at night, get candy, hang out and dress up. But all of a sudden as I get older I realize its becoming a huge excuse for girls my age to show more skin then they usually do and call it a costume. Which, you know what, to each their own, but where does that leave me? Now I go to Applefest today and buy this cute yarn hair thing that would work perfectly as like a bright sprite costume, and I got all excited. But what am i supposed to do when all i want to do is have fun and i am limited to what who and where I can go?!

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Hah! I can post Twice in two days!

So....here I am posting again. Its eleven o'clock and I am quite frustrated because I want to be in bed but dad promised me a rootbeer float and its worth alittle less sleep...esspecially since I have thursday off. So yeah. Thats it. Goodnight all.

Monday, September 10, 2007

High School...

Me here, reporting as a weathered freshman. What a relief to not have to deal with the frist day of high school again in my life. I suppose it isn't as bad as claimed, but it isn't like a fun summer day.
Okay so period on is math with the strangest teacher I've ever had but he's cool and seems nice so at least i have an understanding math teacher. I'm in that class with Chi but its the only one and thats very very sad. Miss you Chi!! ♥
Anyway, I also have an overly perky english teacher and a science teacher that would remind those of you who have seen the movie Rain Man of Raymond. Like, alot. Its so funny. He acts soo nervous and talks fast and just like Dustin Hoffman in that movie. Then I have a chorus teacher that I'm not that sure about yet and an amazinf french and band teacher. So thats the run-down academically.

As for socially, school with a boyfriend is alittle different. But you know, I'm not complaining. I go early every morning to get like used to it and see my friends and stuff and that makes the day alittle easier cause i don't start out rushed, but by the end of the day I'm worn out. And yes I've had my first and possibly second major dramatic issue already, and thats got my spazzed. But I'm not going into that now. If your a nosy sister and really want to know about it (and that counts for either of you two) then just email me and I'll spill. As for now, I'll be going to bed soon, so I'll write more later. Maybe even tomorrow! Two postss in two days, imagaine that!

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Pictures

Of....The look down the road from where we camped.....

...me Juliet Melora and Our tent.






Friday, August 24, 2007

Well I'm Back!!

Back, and feeling rather excited about Cape Cod. Its amazing, and something my mom and dad and sisters used to do every summer. It was really cool to hear stories and see old campsites and stuff....like a trip down memory lane, only not my memories. Also, my first Vacation with just my family so that was nice. Now I would post pictures, but mom stole them!!! AHHH!!! So I will get a handle on the picture situation and work that out by tonight, pennsic AND whale watch and stuff.

Oh, the whale watch was spectacular, though no dolphins. :( . Twenty individual whales though, twelve Finbacks, Minkes and Humpbacks. The Finbacks are like the definition of awesome. Second only to the blue whales, they are the second largest animal that has every lived on this planet. They are huge. On the whale watch half of the experience is beign that close to them and really understanding that there are these huge creatures right under you and you can only see them if they want you to. They arn't very acrobatic though, the only sights we got of them was when they rolled up and blew out of their blow hole. They came incredibly close to the boat, so I'm not complaining! The Minkes are adorable, they are pretty small (alittle larger then dolphins) and very quick and fast. They are very acrobatic, but we only saw them rolling and blowing. Then there were the Humpbacks. They are just soo loveable! I think you only get that impressionw when you see them personally, but they are soo like slow and lazy and they are much smaller then a finback but they are thicker and bulky-er. And we saw the roll, or jsut hang with their backs above the surface. We also saw them flip their tails out of the water like when they dive. But the coolest thing was the tail breech, which was a humpback that just stuck the back half or its boday straight out of the water and waved its tail back and forth.
So now i will go unpack....

Monday, August 20, 2007

Touching Base

Time to touch base will you all before I once again find a vacation desination for a few days. No worries, this one will land me home on Friday, but until then, I'll be in Cape Cod in a beautifully quiet hotel called The Blue Dolphin and an early mornig Whale Watch on wedsday. The boat is part of the Dolphin Fleet, and does actual research not just tours, so its an amazing experience for a future Marine Biologist. I found out that on the boat we would see any of the following: Fin Whale, Humpback Whale, Minke Whale, Pilot Whale or Right Whale. But most important to me was the most probable dolphin species, which is the gorgeous Atlantic White Sided. They're stunning, and absolutly perfect for a boat tour as they are very happy to play in the waves made by the boat and jump up high near us.




Here's a pic of a White Sided:





I'll try and post some Pennsic Pictures that my air-headed sister finally returned to me tonight or tomorrow morning, but you might have to wait until Friday. Sorry!

Friday, August 17, 2007

High School Musical 2

Amazing. Wonderful. Spectacular (though slightly overdramatic). The music was great, and the storyline was much more advance then the previous movie. The fact that its the most hypocritical movie series ever created (i.e. the first being about the debate over where a musical stands while it is one, and how singing isn't cool while there singing about it. Also, "I don't dance" in this movie being sung while dancing.)

Chi was here and it was soooo much fun. I've missed her alot. Hopefully, they'll be a sleepover soon.

Now I have just one thing left to say to her. Chi, I'm paying you to clean this kitchen, not play (with) doctor phil. But when I got home there was a stunnign lack of monkeys. This disappointment was unexpected (and by unexpected I mean compleatly expected) esspecially since Jesus is in West Side Story. Now you can just go and be a jerk with new shoes!
Love ya girl!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

My Wonderful Welcome Home

I loved Pennsic. Loved it loved it loved it. It was amazing, lifechanging, spectacular. But see me face to face for details, and a longgg entry will be posted with pictures and explanations and such. So yes, returning home an offical scadian (member of the SCA) known as Willa was, though i didn't want to leave, a welcome comfort.

At first.

But, lo and behold, I wake up monday morning sick. I felt like I was dying, I was miserable (so it wasn't just you San, my symptoms were pretty much the same). And finally, today at 2:02 p.m. I feel better. Still in that nervous, is it going to come back stage, but pretty okay. Just annoyed that I can only eat saltines and gatorade for fear of...well...being sick again. Some people have pets that get mad at them when they leave, but I just get a house that curses me. I missed you too house!

Daddy finished my shelf though, so for all of you that I explain where it was going seven thousand times its finally there! Its awesome, totally compleates my room...excapt curtains. Anyway, I love you Daddy!!

Now I just want to scrap book Pennsic. Which seems like something I could actually do...if my camera wasn't at my sister's house where I left them. Yes, I know, I'm an airhead. Is this news to anyone?

Thursday, August 2, 2007

Packing (not overpacking, of course)

Well, after I finish listening to the last CD of Harry Potter 7 with my mother (she hasn't finished yet!) I have lots to do. Today, I am going to start with un-packing my bags from the shore. This will lead into organizing and tidy-ing my room so when I get back it will be nice and welcoming. After that, I'll probably play animal crossing to help Marc-Anthony with some stuff. Once thats done, I will pack...but not overpack because my lovely wonderful cloak-making sister doesn't wish that I do so...for Pennsic. Then once dad gets home I have to do some last-minute shopping for snacks or soda and batterys. Oh, and I have to figure out the Igo thing to charge my cell phone and possibly Ipod.

So yeah. Thats my life. At least I still have tomorrow morning/early afternoon.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Home again...for....now.

Home again, from the beautiful trip to the Jersey Shore. I was alittle nervous to go, but it was amazing. The people were great, the beach was gorgeous, and the new experiences never ceased to amaze. Its really late though, and its not possible to retell the trip (not only because it would take forever, but some things are better left unsaid).

Now I sit, tan and very blonde, looking at the screen with my slightly pink cheeks and typing with my henna-covered hand wanting nothing more then to sleep in my nice comfy bed in an air-conditioned house. To enjoy the cool modern comfort, at least while I can, before being thrust into a compleatly different world of long dresses and....no computers, beds, mirrors or air conditioning. Did i mention its good to be home?

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Off to Cedar Crest

Once again, off to cedar crest to volunteer but this time without Chi. Ahhh! Alittle frightening at the thought of wondering through those gyNORMUS halls and lobbies alone....and the button codes....and the cameras....and the moody yet fun and sometimes intimidating residents..............

okay its alittle more then alittle frightening. I'm actually quite nervous now. Wish me luck!

Thursday, July 5, 2007

Bad News

I'm watching the news...so I've decided to run a survey. I'm going to see how many stories on the news have to do with death or money. Okay, so, starting at 10:13....

First story...gas. Speaking of changes in prices statewide, and what is going to make them go up again. So that falls into

money

Hillary's political campaign takes over story number three. She marched in a parade with her husband....of course she didn't use it to foward her campaign like some other canidates marching. (sarcasm). Happy Birthday America....let me take you over.

presidental race

Third story consists of weather. Portrays bad weather with bad results and delays for airports.

negitive comments

IMMIGRATION. Surprise surprise. AH-HAH. Money. Speaking of states loosing money due to immigration. Its the base of everything, isn't it?

money

Thats two out of four in....ten minutes. Do the math. About ever 2 and a half minutes your forced to sit through stories centered around money and all the way through you must hear about negitive portrayals of whatever it is they're speaking of. Thought there was no death in this ten minutes there were i believe two or three death stoires in the five minutes before that and just now there was a story of an attempted murder withine the five minutes after.
Anybody want to watch the news?


Tuesday, July 3, 2007

Nighttts

The moon is out....I'm not asleep. My dog is freaking out over imaginary thunder. David letterman is entertaining my father. I'm sitting here blogging. Why did I post this? I don't really know. Now I'm going to sleep. Good night all <3!!

Monday, July 2, 2007

Look at how new and Pretty I am!!

Isn't it pretty? Be sure to check out the thing on the bottom! Its amazing!

Thank you Marc-Anthony. I don't deserve this stuff. Your too nice to me. really. Thanks!!!
You spent your whole night with this....its amazing. <3 Thank you!

I LOVE IT.

Okay, Okay!

GOODNESS. I'll post. Appartently its good for my teeth or something.....whatever. Anyway, I have been away contrary to popular belief, so you can't yell THAT much. And at confirmation class. And sleeping. I don't spend my life on my laptop, and I dread the day that two friends of mine obtain one because, well, apparently they will. This is SUMMER. S. U. M. M. E. R. I am not going to be posting non-stop. But I suppose I'll try to post more. So....my life?

Dessert.

I can't get this dessert out of my head. It was amazing...(I hope you know I'm not talking about the hot dry place, instead the un-healthy sweet food). A hot, soft melt-in-your-mouth blondie (not chocolate brownie) with a scoop of smooth, sweet, cold vinalla ice cream on top. Add on perfectly chopped walnuts and a hot maple butter sauce dripping down at all angles. The perfect mixture of hot and cold, with sugar galore. It was absolutly amazingly to-die-for delicious. I plan on going back tomorrow if i can. I really hope I can. Thank god for applebees!

So now I've blogged, therefore I'm going to go be a mental therapist while em is a doctor for those aboard a submarine that toke off when Hawaii flooded. Told you I had better things to do with my life. :-P..

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Summer...I heard its here, anyway.

So...since thursday (my graduation) Summer has offically begun. I'm no longer obligated to attend the "Hell-On-Earth" spoken of earlier at unreasonable hours or shaded from the light of relaxing freedom by the clouds of homework. On the contrary, I'm offically free to sleep in, hang out, and all-out relax. At least, thats whats on the label. I think I forgot to read the fine print. See, so far I haven't slept in due to annoying sisters (:-p), Church, and taking the family out to breakfast. So, that parts out as of now. Also, I've been running and riding around like a maniac, and my week ahead (at least the next three days of it) doesn't look like a change. Don't get me wrong, please, I'm enjoying every minute of it. But I haven't offically accept the status of Summer-teenager, or freshman for the matter. The thought of High School is quite bothering, thanks to my brother who talks of freshmans getting thing thrown at them. Thanks for the support!

Anyway, I'm going to my uncle's house today. Long drive, but I enjoy them. When I have music, which might be a challenge as of now....long story. Anyway, I have my new enV in hand and I'm ready to take on the ride and the visit and the late night ride back. Can't wait for LBI tomorrow!!

Monday, June 18, 2007

Tomorrow until Summer

My head, full of thoughts of summery wonder, is being quite stubborn. See, as for Summer, my head tends to turn off at the end of the year, and all Summer its almost immposible to think. Tomorrow is the regents, though, and if i lose all logical thought before then, well, i'm doomed. Doomed to a slow, painful death at the hands of the science teachers this year and the next year as well. Tommorow I will wake up and have two thoughts. First, I will feel light and full of smiles with the fact that school ends in three days. But I swear that within the first five minutes of my morning it will dawn on me that I indeed have to get out of my comfortable bed, and out of my comfortable clothes and into the shower where I will be forced to shower quickly and actually wake up. Then I will be forced against my will to shove breakfast down my throat and get into the car which will drive me through senic routes and to a place that though named school is unoffically known to all who enter it as a form of Hell-On-Earth.I will enter the school at a far to early to be heathy time and go to my now about half cleaned out locker. I will then be pulled by an invisible chain to Homeroom with my number two pencil and black ink ballpoint pen handy. When I'm done listening to the horrific scratching of two horrible sounds (the school loudspeaker and my Vice-principle's voice) I'll slowly and nervously walk towards the Band room. At least the test is in the Band room, which for us Band Geeks is someform of comfort. However, the sin that is being commited in the Band room is of great horrors and should immediatly (please, before i have to take it) be stopped. So with that I purpose a sit-in. Takers, anyone?

Monday, June 11, 2007

Memorys...and rants

Hershey. Was. Amazing. Surprisingly, the amount of chocolate was not as overwhelming as planned, however I conquered Coment. Possibly a small rollar coaster compared, it has haunted me ever since making me cry when i last frequented Hershey...i believe I was seven. Now I have decided that I would ride a rollar coaster for the first time since, in fact that same one. And i did it! I enjoyed it! And then....ugh, homework calls. Mr.R has decided to ruin my night with some stupid and unfair geograohy test.....but i don't know what the capital of Alaska is! Or, for that matter, the forty-seven other states (I know NY and NJ).

Off to study.....

Thursday, June 7, 2007

Because I ENJOY doing things out of order

Yes, I am alittle bit scattered.....but the fact that I am finishing my math at midnight has absolutly nothing to do with the fact that I kind of fell asleep on accident and woke up much later then I thought I would.....so now I have like ten problems left. Grrr! Wish me luck!


Hershey tomorrow!!!!!!!!!! You have no idea how excited I am!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Some sisters get.....picky


Tuesday, June 5, 2007

For the love of Parents

Now, I'm going to be my daddy's little girl and say what I should say much more often. Thanks, Daddy! Anyone who's met my Dad knows his funloving, and funny, personatlity. But did you know that he is one of the greatest listeners and consulors around? I suppose this is one of the traits I get from my Father. Also, he is so kindhearted and maybe alittle too emotional (like in church when Hymns make him cry) but I'm not complaining. I love my father so much. He will always be there, showing me the way. My life consists of many situations in which I am lost, but whether or not he knows it, he's the one I tend to look too. Sometimes not as openly as I should. But I do.My mother has also contributed much to my life. I know this entry should have come on mothers day, but Thank you for being there Mom. She cares, and she loves me so much. The way she shows it is remarkable. She is one of the strongst people I know and she balences it all while thinking of me. She's sacrificed so much for me, its overwhelming.

Nobody said it would be this hard...

I have to say that I wasn't prepared for this year. My life has been, in short, a rollarcoaster. Any of my close friends, and maybe not so close on so oocasions, could easily agree. But thats just the thing....we're in eighth grade, teenage drama is to be expected of course. I went in knowing this, admiting it is a different story. But still, something is in the air this year. There is something that is making everything so.....spontainiously important. Does that make sense? Okay, I'll reword. No event this year was little and insignificant, not really. People this year were forced into a whirlwind of events which brought good and bad emotions, and many permenant changes. Honestly, I am such a different person now then I was. And this I can contribute to three people overall. My math teacher, my sister, and my cousin. Many others have drastically changed me, but this year these three people become more present in my life and such good role models (forced or not cough mrs.moreno cough). Between spending time with me, being there to listen, and showing me new ways to look at life and present myself, I've become a much better person this year.



But back to the fact that there is something in the air. I'm not the only one haveing a......peculiar year right now. I know it. Here, look at this. Or this. Thats just two examples of this tornado-year. Yes, thats right, tornado-year. I don't know what it is....I mean, nobody said it would be easy......but nobody said it would be this hard.

Monday, June 4, 2007

I just wanna live while I'm alive

Wise words. Why I put them as a title today? No particular reason I suppose....I got though half of season four of Buffy today! It was great, never a disappointment. Some of Spike's lines absolutly kill me though. Not that the accent and eextrodinary good looks don't help with the amusment. But still, the things he says are hysterical. So half of season four is a big accomplishment, but surprisingly not the biggest for today. Yes, thats right, my sick day consisted of accomplishing more then Buffy. I got a call around four o'clock from my vocal teacher with my NYSSMA results. Now before I break the news I must say that this was my first evaluation on a professional level. My music teacher expected it to take me a few years to get a high grade on this so I could move up a level and be evaluated on higher songs, and yet, here I am beaming with the news. 94 out of 100. Thats equals an A if I'm not utterly mistaken. I was two points away from an A+, and those two points were lost on sight reading. So really, I did much better then I, or my music teacher, exected. Now...all I have to do is get that sight reading down......

Saturday, June 2, 2007

Fine, I'll post pictures!!!





As demanded.....some formal pictures. Most are pre-formal as my friend had her camera at the dance. When she sends me some pictures from the dance then I will post those too. But...

here ya go!


Friday, June 1, 2007

Formal. Is. Over.

I can't believe its over....just like that. It went from a long awaited teenage fantasy to a number of lasting memories in all of two hours. Seems like life has a way of doing that.....

So formal was great. The DJ, finally, was good. It was fun (I really did dance this time I swear) and pleasantly non-dramatic. Of coures, you throw a bunch of hormonal teenagers in a sweaty gym with loud music and there will be some dramatic events coming yoru way at some point. But in my opinion a dance needs a little drama, or what is there to look back and comtemplate on? But all in all the balence of drama and simple fun was perfect.

Beofre hand, of course, we left early. That was amazing. (Sorry Mr.R but I do find it important to dress up and take eight hours doing it.) My hair alone toke three hours (thanks Colleen!)

Now my hair contains curls and an entire half bottle of hair spray and should probably be washed out before NYSSMA tomorrow.




Scariest thing is......next dance will be in high school.

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Call me geeky...

Okay, so call me geeky, but here I am National Audubon Society Guide to Marine Mammals Of The World in hand (thanks sis!) ready to explain to you why I find these creatures amazing. This coudl result in a call for help or of anger.....not quite sure. Its a ramble, so pull up your chair settle in and feel free to take your time reading this, but please don't ignore. I'm going to be nice and limit my rant to dolphins. Now, I have a question. When someone says dolphins, what pops into your mind? Flipper? Those dolphins you saw smiling at six flags? Nope. Wrong answer. Commonly, Bottlenose Dolphins are the showcased dolphins. There are around thirty-five species of dolphins. And, though its not common knowladge, they all look different. For example, I'll give you a comparison between the bottlenose and a hectors dolphin. Bottlenose Dolphins are grey, hectors dolphins are light grey, dark grey, black and white. All at the same time. Another common error is the idea that a dolphin is a big fish with a beak. First of all, I'd like to say a dolphin is a MAMMAL and not a fish. Secondly, not all dolphins have beaks. Its about an even split between beaked (meaning their faces end in a pointy long nose, aka bottle nose dolphin) and dolphins with rounded heads. Now, to finish off the Hectors dolphin analysis, they live near New Zealand and their lifespan is about twenty years. And guess what? In the entire world, there are less the two thousand of them. That has decreased by fifty percent since the 1980's, or so it is estimated. Wonder what will happen in the next twenty years.....

Okay, so your saying "woo-hoo the hectors dolphin is dying. And you're a nerd. I get it. Whats your point?" My point is that in the greatly uneducated and immoral generation where ignorance is used as an escape, I'd like to at least attempt to instill in you some sense of the horrors that is the death of our marine mammal population, not just dolphins. Don't your kids deserve to wake up in a world where there are real polar bears and they arn't something grandpa or grandma talk about? Good luck with that. Studies show that the polar bear habitat could reasonably be wiped out totally by the end of this century, maybe less. If we're lucky a few years more. Yet what have our news stories been? "War In Iraq" and "Explosion of an Appartment Building". Our world is dying around us, but we'd rather cause more death instead of help the death already occuring. Does it make a difference if its animal or human? Oh, okay, humans can talk and complain. They can also produce things like the Holocaust and September Eleventh. An animal is as much God's creature as a human, in fact they were here before us if you want to get down to bible-beating. And at the moment, I am inclined to find them a more respectable form of life then this generation who would let them die and focus on killing themselves. Okay, I'll bring another species of dolphin to the table. Actually, though still dolphins, classified in a seperate catagory. These are freshwater dolphins. One such species is the Amazon River Dolphin. These dolphins swim through the amazon river and even through the trees of the surrounding rainforest when the rain floods the banks of the river. Another River dolphin is the Yangtze River Dolphin. I'd like to introdunce Qi Qi. Qi Qi is a Yangtze that has lived in captivty since 1980. He was saved from fishing hooks which tore him up and now is the only surviving dolphin in captivity. Or was. If he is still alive I am not sure.....not much has been learned through my research since the publication of this book in 2002. However, the number of yangtzes left in the world is only in the tens. Thats right. The maxium amount of dolphins left on this Earth is around 99. Thats it. But thats if we're lucky. The saddest part of this slaughter story is that we did it. Thats right. You and me and the rest of our human race. These dolphins are dying from pollution and careless fishing methods. Also, boats have heartlessly plowed through them and torn up the areas in which they live. Basically, humans have been destroying and killing off the species. The only effort to save them resulted in the opposite effect. A relocation by the Chinese Government to the "seminatural reserve" for protection resluted in ineffective catching and death of more dolphins. Exactly one dolphin had been caught as of 2002 and she died within six months of relocation. Now we hear murmors of the only river they inhabit being damed and I ask you, how can the world be so heartless? (Did i mention these dolphins are cute??)

I know that this may not have hit you as ahrd as it hit me, but please rethink your quick habit of saying you didn't do it and you don't plan on changing it. Don't leave it for someone else, because if everyone leaves it for someone else who ends up doing it? Also, you may not have been the driver of those boats or the bulder of the dams, but did you stop them? Did you even care to look? Or did you just rely on our society's method and seeming religion, one that is killing the world around us human and animal alike. The method and phrase that we base our lives on simply because its what those around us do? Did you honestly let yourself believe that our society is correct? The method i speak of is simple. Ignorance is bliss. But when it all comes down to it, tell me. When your children grow up in a world of poisoness air and non-exsistant animals then you come find me and tell me how blissful your selfish ignorance was.

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Mouse Update.

The offical mouse name is Pipsqueak. His cage, I'm sure you've seen those colorful hamster cages, is becoming very pleasing to him. He climbs and organizes his food and somehow always manages to hide from me. Which I find frusterating, seeing as its only a foot and a half cage or so. Grr mouse. But he continues to be cute, and I'll post pics in a few days.

As for me...hmm, how is my life? Seems like catching up on my life had to be a planned event. One example is the fact that I am finally able to blog in my Aunts living room. On my memorial day weekend. And dinner is soon, so I don't have long. But my weekend in general has been fun. I went to my first event, and I loved it. Well, to be fair, I liked it. It was brutally hott and not alot to do, but I am thouroughly convinced this is not normal. There were a few times through the day where I really really enjoyed it though. Thanks sis!!

As for school, Formal this week. AHHHH. And then NYSSMA early the next day. Then Hershey Park with the band next friday. Math Final, and S.S. test soon, shortly followed by Regents (if i spelt it right) exam. My year seems to be about to go out in a boom. RUN FOR YOUR LIVESS. Haha. At least it leads to Summer in less then a month.

Love you all!! <3

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Mouse!!!!!

This is my new mouse friend. Isn't he adorable????? Literally, he's the size of a quarter.
He was hiding behind a snow shovel. This wasn't our first sighting, but it was almost night time so he needed a home.

His story? Well, on the ceiling of my porch there is a beam-like box that stretches the length of the porch. And, since a year or two back, mice inhabit the hollow beam. We hear the skitter of their tiny feet running around at night. But today, as dad went outside to mow, he saw a tiny tiny baby mouse huddled in the corner of the porch. We all went outside and sttempted to catch him (just to get a better look) in a shoe box. However, he spazzed (he fits in, i guess) and dove off the porch. We didn't really think he was in any sort of danger, so we sighed and quickly forgot about it. However, later that night, I went outside to take the garbage out and what did I see but the same mouse huggled in the corner of the porch yet again. Now, at this point, its getting too chilly for a mouse of his age and size to be outside of its nest. This time, he was more comfortable around us and posed for pictures, then let us catch him without too much of a fight. We held him, and he crawled on all of us. He esspecially loved dad, and crawling up his arm and down his back. Of course, for all of you who know my father (esspecially my sisters) as soon as the baby mouse with no home fell asleep in his hand he was no longer homeless. After cutting a soft pink towel into rags and cleaning out an old hermit crab cage, we have, at least temporarily, a suitablle hoomw in which he is now sound asleep next to me.
More later, and more pics soon. Love you all!

99 Red Balloons

Yes, thats what I said. 99 red balloons. Its a song, sure. But have you thought of the idea? Can't you just imagine a sky full of red balloons floating away to freedom? The pathetic part is...their freedoms consists of flying gallently into the sky until they reach a point where its cold and they are under extreame pressure and they pop. Wow, what an accomplishment. Still, I'd love to see what it would be like to have a sky full of Red ballons.

At this time, I'd like to point out Jerry, the blue monkey to your right. He is my "blog-gaurdian" of sorts. Please, play with him!! Just click and they you can click on him and drag him around, click the branches to make him jump there, or click or and give him a banana. He's often bored, and he loves people....and I can't believe I'm talking like this about a cyper animation. Whatever, feel free to play anyway!

Friday, May 18, 2007

Sorry!

I know, I know, its been over a week. I'm totally aware of this. I've had ALOT going on this week, however. So really, I haven't just been ignoring my blog. For example, I had my Chorus/Band/Chamber Choir concert weds. night. That went well, so I heard anyway. Now, I would write a story on how it's so sad because it's my last time performing with the middle school, but technically its not. Later this month I have another concert at the same place in which I am participating in only one event (a rare occurence, of course) which is women's choir. I have to say, the music department in my school is truly amazing. When I got to middle school, it was also my band teacher's first year. Straight out of collage, he was shy, quiet, and alittle overwhelmed by the energetic teachers surronding him. But over the years, not only have I learned how to come out of my shell, but I've watched him come out of his shell too. This shows at concerts where he went from moving his hands to moving his whole body and from shaking to laughing. As for my music teacher, she has truly pushed me somewhere I never thought my voice could take me. Between private lessons and out of school oppertunitys that she has lead me through, the three choirs I am currently involved in that are lead by her also challenge me and keep me focused. The concert that just passed consisted of regular chorus and chamber choir. Let me explain. Chamber is a auditioned choir that reherses after school and goes to a New York State full chorus competition/evaluation at the end of the year (meaning next week...AHHH!!). But, enough Middle School memories for now. I'm making it seem like the years already over!
As for other events this week.....well.....I did go back to memorial park. That was fun, as always. A few different people then last time and two added dogs proved to be quite a handful (no, I did NOT bring my 95 pound dog to a public park by myself....they were two 7 and 14 pound dogs belonging to my frinds). So...really...that was the only thing that night that was different. Basic memorial park night.
Now I am back to blogging, this I promise. And tonight, besides hanging out at home with the parents, not much is going on. I might even post later, depending on the boredom factor. So thats all for now...don't be mad!!

Thursday, May 10, 2007

The Joys of a laptop

ahh...To be able to post from my beautiful yard. To feel the clean, fresh air and hear the gorgous song that all of the birds sing as I watch the sun gleam from behind the soft gray clouds and sink lower and lower into the green trees. God, I love my yard.

Now I feel the cool hint in the air showing me that night is almost here, and I must retreat into my comfortable house to finish my ELA homework. Lucky me.

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Thank God for my people

Really, I mean, what would I do without them? Tonight I go to choir as usual. We're leaving, and one of my mentors says "oh, now we're going to go watch spider-man three" (by the way, by "we" he meant him, his two fun-loving children and his wife, with whom I get along great.). So I, being the nerd I am (thanks sis) go "LUCKY!!" and he just says "oh, want to come?". Well, lets just say I...heh...begged and pleaded and bargined and finally got the okay from parents to go if I got my homework done in the car on the way to the drive-in/pizza. So we go to pizza, and then go watch the movie from the back of their mini-van. Of course, me, I couldn't stand to sit in a car at a drive-in, so I traded my spot on the bench seat with the kids for a rag on the damp grass in the oh-so-crisp air. I sat next to his wife, and, well, have you ever been around someone who you laugh with often and suddenly something not meant to be funny is hilarious? Hah, yeah, well...lets put it this way...the people in front of us left. It just seemed that everything had a funny aspect, and of course the more we tried not to laugh as we pointed out it's cheesy flaws (totally not dising the movie though) the harder it got to stay quite and NOT choke on popcorn. But this break was something I really needed, and I can't think of anyone I would rather spend a late and absolutly perfect night with. So...be it this late on a school night before a test and any other drama you can throw at me...I'll always have my people. And for that, I am eternally grateful.

And with that, goodnight.

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

homework...homework...homework....

I love how school thinks they can take over out life with homework....its like "oh, we don't see you enough. lets add on a few hours." And that horendous science test today....two hours for that thing?! My goodness....I finished in what forty minutes? And sitting there with some kid scrathing their nails along the chalkboard and prissy girls screaming about mice...UGH. So yeah, school is getting on my nerves. Summer....PLEASE.

And now I force myself to return the math and social studies that await.

Monday, May 7, 2007

Rainy Day Rainbows

I wonder...why is it that life changes at the drop of a hat? I mean, you could have an excellent day turn into something not quite as excellent in a matter of seconds. More importantly...does that turn a good day bad? Does one bad event have the absolute power to change an entire day of wonderful events? Do we really live in a societly that allows good to conquer over evil so easily? In a more logical veiwpoint, it could simply be based on the severity of the event. Truely, winning a million dollars and then getting a papercut would not make my day a bad one. But on a day where I experience a truly depressing event, such as death or pain in a loved ones life, would a butterfly landing on my finger or flying by my finger give me enough joy to make my day count as a good one? And then, more importantly, I wonder if there is a right answer. Should we allow everything to sink in, good or bad? To be a well-rounded individual? Or...shall we fall back on the values that in a battle of good vs. evil good should always overcome?

...yes, stuff to ponder. On a more lighthearted note, I have gym tomorrow so i can forget about music class for at least three days. And I have a blog!! Yay me!!

Where in the world is the talent?!

Okay....after a music class of not-so-great performances by skaters and preps alike...I am forced to raise a question (and for all of my friends out there that...well.....need a hint every once in a while...this is a rhetorical question) where did the talent go? What happened to the Shakespears and Mozarts that appeared in almost all generations? Of course...I could just be sheilded in this "hicks" town. And yet....in those around me...I'm scared by the lack fo potential. This generation is forced to either hide or erase all chance or originality. I hope that as we go on the slightly (or not so slight) immaturity makes way for the true talent and destiny's of a generation that I am not yet willing to give up hope on.

Sunday, May 6, 2007

I know I know....bed. Stop Posting.

I just can't help it!

I got this blog...and its looks are acceptable at best...but i do know that I have to keep at it.

I've been checking out some templates....and when mom gets back from Baltimore some time mid-week we'll look into that. So please, don't stop reading. I promise it'll get better!!!

Anyway...tomorrow should be an interesting day. Have I mentioned how much I hate my nineth period music class?! The teacher....goodness.....and the things we're assigned with under restictions (or lack there of) and deadlines that are totally abstract. Anyway, that and some other things.....which, seeing as its late and my parents are yelling.....i will go into at a later date.


Goodnight all!



Cute, right? Thats my Bear. DeLi's Cast a Magic Spell. I figured....well....most of you know the story of his show dog life. Most of you have seen how huggable he was first hand. I figured....if my blog was to have any luck at all...i need my big guy watching.

Thanks for visiting, bear.

I miss you.....<333

Blogging

Blogging.....always been an interestiong concept.

Of course......being a blogger.....and living up to the previously set expectations of my predecessors........is an art as I am discovering. Templates, pages, URLs, HTMLs and strange icons seem to follow me as I go along with the not-so-easy act of posting in general. Tonight I plan to change....or attempt to change....the current boring template I am being restricted by.

More later, off to edit.