Popcorn, anyone?

I'm so excited. NO, really. I'm incredibly excited. But it just doesn't feel like Christmas yet! Maybe its the lack of decorations in my house, or the lack of snowfall in the last week. But it just doesn't feel like christmas yet. And that bothers me. So today, my mission is to decorate until I have Christmas in my blood. Until there is not a hair on my head that isn't in the christmas spirit. I am determined to make it feel like Christmas before Christmas morning. One morning a year of feeling like Christmas just isn't enough.

So, any one have any ideas?

Three Days

Only three days until Christmas! I'm so excited. Its going to be amazing, i just feel it. And its weird cause I can't even place my finger on something i really want. So this year i guess its not all about what i want, or get. I'm more excited about the snow, and going to see my family, and having Christmas break and hanging out with my friends. I did all my homework last night, and cleaned my room, so for the rest of the break I have not a worry in the world.

You know, except decorating the tree and cleaning up the living room and everything else involved in the holidays. But hey...isn't that what Christmas is all about?

Here we come a caroling

I just spent the afternoon standing in the Shopright Exit. You know those money peddlers outside? I got to be on the other end of the rolling eyes. We sang carols and repeated carols, all five of us. I love meisters..<3. It was amazing!

Amazing, Amazing, Amazing.

I'm totally thrilled tonight. Why, you might ask. Honestly, I'm not really sure. We had the band concert tonight, with my surprise guests of Colleen and Taylor along with Aunt Carolyn and my parents. More importantly, we didn't totally blow it. Which was like a 98% chance. We weren't great, but we didn't blow it. Anyway, I also got to reconnect with a really close friend who moved away four years ago. It was awesome to talk to him again, and really just put me in an awesome mood. NO, for those pesky sisters i DON'T like him like him. But he was one of my best friends ever and i really missed him, so its nice to be talking again.

Oh, and I made a new friend. His name's Tom, and we get along really well. So I've had a pretty good week....minus the whole newfound single status thing. But I'm pretty sure the worst of that whole break-up syndrome is farr behind me, and sometimes new pages are nice. Really nice.

Real Friends Are highly overated

Who needs real friends? I have her:



She doesn't fight, get upset, and she has all cool new stuff and can get more for free whenever she wants! No school, no work, no cleaning....isn't cyber world the life?

Ooooooooooooooooooooooooo man

Yeah. Oh man. I don't even know how i screwed up. I just did. Or maybe I didn't. Who even knows?

More importantly, i don't konw why its got me so confused. I HATE HIGH SCHOOL. Okay, not really, just some of the people in it. Not directed at anymore imparticular, just so everyone knows.

You Are The New Day

This whole idea of my first high school concert being tonight has really got me thinking. Okay, so yeah, i guess i could say that High school is finally hitting me. It has been, gradually, i suppose, but really everything comes in waves. Its much nicer that way. And i realized, this is it. This is my life, now or never. I don't have a nice teacher to pick me back on and pat me on the back and wisper motivation in my ear. I have what I make out of my life. I have my friends, I have my family, I have my grades and I have my passions. I can't just say "I'll work on that" or "Maybe next time" anymore. I have to start living my life, and in the long run, make the most out of it for me. Not anyone else, cause they have their lives to live too, but this is my life with my priorities. Me, myself and I. I don't care what other people do and whether or not its the same as me. I have to start living my life, or their won't be much of a life to live.

Big thoughts for one little concert, huh? Yuppp...i guess singing can get my mind wandering.