Warm and Cozy Christmas time.

I can feel it coming, and Christmas Spirit is totally starting to ease into the air. The music, the planning, the weather...its all coming together. I love this time of year.

I missed one day in my chart but I was away, so there was no internet. I was out in a Condo with some pretty fun girls for KT's bachelorette party. It was a wonderful time. So here's my list for Saturday:

1) Being a girl. Sometimes you just have to take in the fact that you can talk, laugh and giggle better then those dang men!
2) Lack of Internet in a Condo.
3) Growing up, and having that fact be accepted...no, embraced.
4) Cousins.
5) Hot Tubs are truly wonderful.

Today I got back and hung out at Chris's for a while. Honestly it was a great time. All in all, an incredible weekend. And its a short stretch until Christmas break, which will be long and glorious, and life is just very very good. I won't even mind that the weather is not bad enough to miss out on school tomorrow. Maybe someday soon.
What I do need to figure out is what I'm wearing....ehh, nevermind, i got it. :)

For today, another list.

1) Plans.
2) Hand Cream.
3)Gotta sat it....Chris. <3
4) My electric blanket, which will make my cold room very cozy when I finally get to bed.
5) Just being alive, and being able to make lists like this.

Its All A Myth

Esspecially that Turkey Drug. Because I was not at all tired this morning.

Well, okay, I was really tired last night, but thats not exactly counting is it??
Anyway, I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving. Mine was beautiful, a beautiful house and table and a beautiful family to spend it with. I even enjoyed my sister's teasing. :)

Tonight I have a "girls-weekend-out" type thing to go to that should be a lot of fun. But I thought I'd get my list in first.

1) My house WITHOUT anyone else living in it. (even though that'll only last a month)
2) My puppy not dying from eating over a pound of chocolate for his Thanksgiving dinner for one.
3) Again, happy pills.
4) My family. Their quirks and their jokes and their smiles. All of it.
5) Chiara Marie. <3

New Decision

For one, I forgot to post yesterday.
Well I thought about it, but I was in the car and didn't have internet access. :(
Buttttt I had a revelation this morning. What better day to start then Thanksgiving?!
So from thanksgiving this year to thanksgiving next year will be my 365 days of grace.
For more info, read the last post.
I WANT MY GIRLS TO JOIN IN ON THIS. Thats an order.

Off to sister dear's house for a "damn family holiday with traditions and crap"
Happy thanksgiving!

1) Happy pills.
2) Christopher and his family inviting me over for their Christmas party.
3) My friends.
4) Books.
5) Food. Classic for thanksgiving I know, but I'm pretty hungry right now.

Go Sister Dear!

This is the perfect time in my life for this project.
So here I go, about to post a list of five things that made my day good for the next 365 days.
Hopefully, my dear dear friends will join me cause I think it would be good for everyone.
Besides this seems liek the type of thing my baby chi chi would buy into. :)
If you wanna read more about it go here...



So starting today, November 25th, with this list

1) My fish survived the night
2) I found this idea
3) Not a lot of homework
4) tomorrow is a half day
5) The Music Department.


:)

Play It Again

So this is life, hmmm? Its kinda cool to know I'm in a place where other people have been in their lives. I mean, they survived, didn't they? Obviously I can too. I've been thinking lately, like, why can't we live for today and tomorrow? Everyone lives for tomorrow, but not many people live for today out of fear for tomorrow, and if no ones living for today then...what's the point. Isn't today somebody's tomorrow? Wasn't today our tomorrow once? But we just keep living for the future, and we're never ever going to live. I'm not saying "good call, lets go smoke some pot" or anything, but its just a thought.
My global teachers called me an Enlightenment thinker. Well, thats not true, he said we were all Enlightenment thinkers. He said we had not choice. We have to bring logic and reason to everything. We try to make things make sense, to wrap our minds around them and understand them. Do you realize how impossible happiness is if that's what we're striving for? Whats the point in having everything make sense? When you finally understand everything in your life, where will you be? And besides, what's so great about things making sense? How can you live a life where you understand everything when things are always changing? So if you're always pushing for something you'll never achieve and giving up the life you have in the process, you're going to end up never getting anywhere. I'm not saying to not have goals or aim for things cause that doesn' t make so much sense either, but happy mediums are always welcome.
Just some thoughts. I've been thinking a lot lately. I know, its a new development.

So Much To Do

Hey there. You're cool enough to read my blog. Congrats!

Well, this week is seeming to be pretty busy (at least in the begginging), but in a really good way.
For one, tomorrow is Church and then the return of my cultured sister from her brag-worthy vacation to pick up her two darling daughters.
Monday is the obvious school, and Chris's road test, and then I'm going back to the doctor and hopefully going to lessons to pick out my NYSSMA solo for the year. After all that theres a good chance I'm having a sleepover with two of my best friends and then since we have no school Tuesday I might do something later in the day with Chris.
Wednesday is school and then possibly a trip to verizon to fix my phone. Again. Thursday is school, and then comes the weekend, which really, is two far ahead for me to think. Sorry.

You know, I heard once that you should live your life for those you love, but that doesn't really make any sense to me. I mean, if I lived my life to make the people around me happy I wouldn't get anywhere. I think there comes a point where you have to accept your choices and admit to yourself what you want, and what makes you happy, and then go from there. Your life is your life after all. I'm not saying be a selfish brat who doesn't think about anyone but themselves, but don't disregard what you know makes you happy, and makes you feel like you're where you need to be.
Theres got to be some kind of balance. I think the hardest part is finding and accepting it.

Into A Pattern We Fell

There was a bad accident today, right outside my house, and it really got me thinking.
I don't know, I mean, life is so freaking fragile. It really is.
Why do people end it on purpose, when it ends on its own so often? So many things can cut us off, and we just create more. I mean, my Uncle Jeff died in a motorcycle accident and just like that it was over. I'm never going to learn from him, he's never going to see who I am or help me become more.
How many people's Uncle's have our own people shot?
Now I'm not saying I hate the soliders, they're doing their job and protecting us and for that I will be eternally grateful. They deserve the best we have to offer, and they are my heros.
Its the principle, thats all. The principle of war. Not the people fighting it, the war itself.
We play with life like its ours to control, and its not.



By the way, vote Barrack Obama this tuesday, okay? Please.