It breaks my heart to see how much you've changed.

"What've you been doing lately?
Your life could use improving greatly.
I just wanted to know whats going on.
But everything that goes is going wrong.

Pardon me while I throw up
I guess some people never grow up
What happened to the salvation you claimed?
It breaks my heart to see how much you've changed."

~Relient K

It bugs me, I guess. I mean, if a church isn't a place for worship then really what is? There shouldn't be drama. On any side. In fact, there shouldn't be sides. It's supposed to be God and all of his children isn't it? Where are we going to be without those who mean the most to us? Its like loosing family members. My church means the world to me, but not because of the building. The building is just a building. The people in the building are my family, they're my life. How can we let these kinds of things happen? How can we just push people away? How can people hold on to so many things that it ends up destroying the entire idea of what really matters?

Better question. Why is it that it took my best friend (who happens to be a strong atheist) to remind me that no matter what, God is still going to be up there and all of this isn't going to change that. There in lies the point, people. That's what matters. Not who said what or who did (or didn't) do what. Its God's church. We are God's people. Fishers of men. Last time I checked, that means we bring in more people. Not chase people out. Wake up and be God's children, because this church means more then most people realize. Its small, but its changed lives. We've changed lives.

Please don't throw it all away. Because I don't know about you, but I'm not bailing on that church.

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In other news....

I'm excited for Pennsic this year. I already know one of the dresses I want to make, and according to sister-dear its easy sooo that works out. I've been making lots of friends lately, doing really well in school and getting better in my music. I guess it just took some organization to get my life back on track. The rest of my week consists of a mock crash site tomorrow third and fourth period about drunk driving that is supposed to be pretty impressive and moving, alot of studying for french, a math test, a french test, a global test, an english quiz, and an essay to finish. Thats pretty much the basics, I think.

my weekend? hehehe. one word...okay four....IT WILL BE AMAZING. Between Friday night, and then my oh-so-cool weekend adventure that my oh-so-lovely sister is taking me on, I'm sure I'll have some raving reveiws. That'll be an interesting blog post. "My First Real Date and My First Time Birdwatching On A Beach In Cape May"

<3 love you all. :)